Please read this...What is wrong with me? Is it wrong to feel the way I do?

sweetie " you have a mix of emotions and that could very well be the cause for your anxiety. How ever" you are not crazy for feeling that way. talk to your parents or school counselor and ask for help. It sounds to me that you still miss your brother, but if he is a destructive person that could hurt you or your parents then you really need to let him go. And it would be the responsibility of your parents to get him some help or get a protective order against him , so that he dont come around to hurt you or them. He messed up his life, by his own choice. dont keep feeding this fear of yours, live your life around all the good people that do love you..